En route to young adulthood

I am mentally flipping out right now...as the realization of another new year setting in hits me. I am not ready, I. Am. Not. Ready. At. All.

Let me emphasize on every staccato, I. Am. Not. Ready. At. All. 

I would try to do a brief recap of what has happened through out the year as it comes to a close, but my thoughts are momentarily scattered all over.

2013, go away. Don't come knocking at my door yet, I will let you in when I am ready so please, in the mean time, vamoose out of my sight.