I was terrified of the idea of opening up to someone and putting my heart out there again, I still am - because when hearts are involved, there's just too much to lose. However, as days go by, I feel myself growing fond of you and getting used to your presence. I find myself wanting to talk to you and be with you. It's like the thought of not having you to talk to for just a day is unthinkable.
You know the evening you picked me up from my house and we drove to
Today, you said you would always be my friend and showed no signs of wanting me anymore.. It shouldn't have, but it broke my heart. Maybe and just maybe, the reason why I want to be just friends is ironically the reason that I want to be with you. When I am with you, I don't have to work so hard at being happy because it just happens. I would much rather be just your friend than nothing at all if it means still having you in my life everyday.
I don't love you now, but I think I could grow to love you.
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