Friday, April 27, 2012

Believe me when I say I am not crazy

Disclaimer: I am not depressed nor am I emotional, I am perfectly okay.

It's back again.

This obsessive feeling of needing to keep scrubbing and washing myself clean, but never feeling clean enough. I can stay in the shower for ages, but I still feel the thin sheath of grime on me, on every part of my body.

I believe that when I am trying so hard to rid of the grime on me, I am significantly trying to wash away all the pain from my past.

However, some 'experiences' just stay on your conscience forever. No matter how hard you try to evade or shake them off, they stay with you, for as long as you breathe and live.

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